Changes and Resolutions

So I have been out of college on break for the past five weeks.
Changes I have made include:
~No Facebook- Which has been difficult just because that is how I used to talk to all of my friends and keep updated on what is happening around my campus.
~My hair color- Which is now dark.
~Eyes- I got contacts and new glasses, which are very different than what I am used to.
~Relationships- I have not talked to my ex(which is a really good thing) and I have realized that right now I am just not ready for another one for a while.
~Family- I have tried to make amends with most of my family, but I do know that somethings have just not been my fault and they do not deserve my apologies.
~Work- I have started applying for 3 summer internships, one at the University of Michigan, one at Purdue University, and the last one at the Center foe Disease control.

New Years resolutions have never been my thing, but I decided to make a few this year:
~Feel more comfortable with myself
~Only start relationships if you know what you want
~Be myself, stay on track
~Learn and laugh more

 

These changes and resolutions have really encompassed what I wanted to get out of these past few weeks of finding myself and figuring out what I want.

Changes

Thursday I deactivated my Facebook.
Friday I confided in my cousin.
Saturday I had a day to do things I wanted to do.
Today I changed my hair color.

Since I have been home I have really been enjoying things.

This week is going to be busy though…
I have to fix my resume’.
I have to apply for internships.

“Check yourself before you wreck yourself.”

This past week has been a week of inside contemplation.
I have changed a lot this semester, which has not been like something I would do; but I did it anyway. Now I am about to backtrack all of it.
After the end of this semester this next week, I am going to go home and do my own thing. I am about to deactivate my Facebook and only talk to certain people.
I have decided I need time for myself.